12:30 am…

Tomorrow’s my wedding, what I’m I doing awake at this time? I’m the bride, I  need to get my beauty sleep in that beautifully tailored wedding dress, look pretty, smile and get married to the man I have grown to love so much and have decided to spend forever with, the man of my dreams and reality…but I’m up, unable to blink my eyes, worried, tensed, confused… Is it because I’m getting married or the end of my single life? No! For me, this is the beginning of a new episode in my life not a whole new season. SO WHY AM I AWAKE?

Someone is supposed to dress me up, make me beautiful and walk me to the altar representing my late dad, hand me over to my husband-to-be. The only next/right choice after  my dad will be my mum right??? Simple, problem solved but I have 3 MUMS!!! It still beats me when I think about it, I mean, who has even 2 mums? you could have 3 fathers like in “Mama mia”(the movie) because a woman can sleep with 3 men and not know who exactly is responsible but here I am with 3 women and they are all my mothers.  How??? I will tell you…

My dad got married to this beautiful lady called Lauryn. They had been lovers since their university days. My dad actually said it started since their high school days. Their relationship grew into something too beautiful…

To be continued…

 

Love,

Einsteinette.