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THE LETTER

My sweet baby,
As this pen touches this paper, smiles takeover my face and heart. Overwhelming joy and warmth fills me. God chose me to be the shelter for you for nine months and I’m glad that he finally sent my own angel to me to cool me off in the midst of the fire of earth. My love, you are a blessing and I treasure you. You saved me from shape and restored my dark clouds. I’m sure you’re confused. Ids explain:
Your father and I were so in love. They say all men are the same but he was a unique breed, different from anyone I have ever met. If there was a word that could separate him from the human race, I think “Angel” would suit him perfectly. He had a big heart. We got married and lived happily until dark clouds rested on our roof. His family harassed me constantly because I couldn’t bear a child for their son. They never really accepted me into the family because I was poor. My mother died while giving birth to me. When I was 16 my father died of cancer because we didn’t have sufficient money for the hospital bills. My uncle took care of me till I met your father. He became everything to me in spite of his family’s opinion about me. He never loved me less, he didn’t cheat and he never left my side. He dried my tears and encouraged me. In the midst of our trips to the hospital to find a solution to my bareness, the doctor discovered I had an ovarian cancer. We decided to take the risk of operation.
It’s been 10years since I got married. The operation took place 8years ago and just when I was about giving up, you came my way. I am so happy that you are here with me now. I know everyday you’ll wonder where your father is, he died two months after we received the good news that I was finally pregnant in a car crash. Too bad he won’t witness your birth but I’m sure he’ll always look out for you from wherever he is.
Don’t be sad my child, you have me. I’d never leave your side. Anytime you need me I’d be there. I’d be your mother, father, sister, brother, playmate, best friend and anything you want if only you let me. I won’t let you slip into the wrong path because I care too much to lose you to the evil claws of “pampering”. I love you. Words are not enough to communicate how I feel about your presence in my life. Life has dealt with me but it handed me a precious gift to wipe away my sorrows, YOU. Remember never to give up on life. Don’t Quit! You are the ruler of your world and what becomes of it is determined by what you create in it. Never let challenges weigh you down. Depend totally on God because even when everyone leaves and everything fails, he’ll be there. Control your mind and you’ll be able to control your world. Never let people determine your path for you. Follow your passion. You are a brave child and you’ll succeed in all you do. I will always be here to support you whenever you need me, until God feels it’s time for me to go. I love you.
Yours forever,
Your Mum (would be any other thing for you).

Love,

Einsteinette.

TITLE IT

My heart is racing

Cannot keep a rhythmic count

Because it is beating so fast

I feel sweat dripping from my face

I try to wipe it off but there’s nothing there

I cannot breathe

I’m in a very big ventilated room that can house 60 people

There are just 20people in it

There is enough oxygen to go around

Yet I cannot breathe

The door is shut

The windows are opened

The fan is on

The room is bright

I have a whole seat to myself

I feel tensed

Yawning countless times

Nothing is at stake

There is no emergency

There is no deadline I have to catch up with

Then why I’m I feeling so uncomfortable and tired at the same time

I cannot even sleep

I am in no position to eat or drink

Searching for a comfortable position

Yet nothing is good enough

The door opens

Hmmm… the rush of fresh air

Still I feel nothing

I am still struggling to breathe

Cannot understand why my face feels the breeze

But my nose cannot get enough oxygen

Pain in my chest

A tight feeling

My bones hurt

Just discovered that this is the pain of Boredom.

 

This was inspired by a very boring class today and a lot of you can relate to it, so comment and suggest a title for it.

Love,

Einsteinette.